A Holy Week

Last week was quite eventful here in Augusta. Yes it was Master’s Week, and our little town becomes the focus of the golf world. This town completely changes. Most of the people who live here “get out of Dodge” as they say, while so many other people are flocking in. I was able to go to one of the practice rounds on Monday to see what all the fuss was about. Needless to say, I was extremely impressed and got caught up in the mystique of it all. Ive never seen anything so perfectly manicured as that course is. Granted, I don’t have a whole lot to compare it to, but it was still amazing. The grass in the area that crowds were able to walk on was like carpet. I can’t imagine what the greens were like. And yes, I did get to see Tiger. I got within about 10 feet of him. Pretty cool. (Sorry thaeaster2009t I couldn’t get you tickets Gameech. This opportunity came up on Sunday night.)
Not only was it Masters Week, but more importantly, it was Holy Week. Unfortuntely, the two weeks coincided this year. I’m sure it doestn’ matter anywhere else in the world, but it matters a great deal here. We had a great Maundy Thursday service at our church, but with everyone out of town, we only had about 20 people attend. I honestly am not concerned about numbers at all, but I was just sad that others missed out. It was great to have an intimate service with those who were able to attend, and I was moved by the significance of it all. What really struck Stephanie and I this year is Christ drinking the cup of God’s wrath for us. The physical pain that he suffered was one thing, but having the wrath of God poured out on him is in a totally different category. I can’t even imagine, nor do I want to. Thank you Jesus.
And finally, on Friday, we headed up to Dalton for the weekend to celebrate Easter with part of Steph’s family. We could have just sent Elliot up there, and no one would have noticed a difference. He was such a hit! Everyone really loved him and kept saying how good and happy of a baby he was. He was definitely on his game this weekend. We had a great Easter Celebration at Grammie and Paw Paw’s church on Sunday (He is risen! He is risen indeed!). Oh, that every Sunday was like Easter Sunday!
Now we are back to the grind, and my nose will be in books all week long. My oral examiniation in front of presbytery is now a week away. I will be going before the candidacy committee on the 20th in the evening and then before the floor of presbytery the following day. Please pray for me. I would appreciate it. Please remember Stephanie as well this week. Even though she isn’t the one who is studying, she has to deal with a husband who is always studying and stressed out. Please pray that we both have grace and patience this week! Thanks so much, and I’ll let you know how it goes!

Finally…Some Videos

For those of you who have been wondering if I would ever post any more videos of Elliot, I have finally gotten to it. Every once in a while, I’ve needed to take a break from burying my head in theology as I am studying for ordination. This has been a good release, and thankfully has been very easy. Check out the Video link at the top of the page, or if you’re kind of lazy, you can just click here.
The videos are a couple of months old at this point. He is just an amazing crawler right now. I can hardly believe it. He is just amazing.
Speaking of amazing, I thought I’d throw in this picture for fun!

Signs That Spring is Here

What I missed most about living in Florida for five years was the change of seasons. I especially love Spring. Now that Stephanie, Elliot and I are living in Georgia, we get to experience a little taste of the seasons (nothing like growing up in Chicago, but it’ll do for now).
The weather has been a little up and down here as of late, but I knew that Spring was officially here yesterday. I went for a run around 5 pm in 65 degree weather. At one point, I passed a guy mowing his lawn while the kids across the street were playing wiffle ball in the yard and I could smell someone grilling not too far away. It was amazing. Spring is here.

Went in Pieces, Came home whole

This weekend I went with our Senior Pastor’s wife to a conference for Minister’s Wives. I hope I am never the same. This role has been more difficult for me than I anticipated. Actually, it is not so much the role rather the role +. I have a young child at home, I am the wife to an amazing man, I am a part time physician assistant, and also I have all that comes with being the youth pastor’s wife. I needed clarity of God’s call and I got it.
The conference was put on by Beth Moore with help from pastor’s wives. Although Beth is not a Pastor’s wife (which she made very clear), she is a women in ministry and can identify with so many of the difficult things we go through. The conference points were all in 6 word phrases Aggravations followed by Alternatives.
A) Ministry by Default, Life long misfit OR A) Chosen by God, have Holy Fit
A) Seek their Approval, Become their Slave OR A) Seek God’s approval, we find peace.
A) Work with People, Expect Titanic Problems OR A) We Choose to Trust, not to Rust
A) Trade you Bondage, Keep your chains OR A) Don’t Ignore;Get Restored, Then Restore
A) Sow the Flesh, Reap the Dregs OR A) Sow the Spirit, Reap the Life
A) Lose what Counts, Watch Misery Mount OR A) Keep the King, the Thing – JESUS

One thing I was really encouraged to think about was doing a few things well. There is no way I can be give 100% to all the things I have on my plate right now. I kept seeking God’s guidance to see if He was calling me to quit my job – I honestly wanted Him to call me to that, but He did not. For now I felt I needed to continue to work – It is one way that God has truly gifted me to be able to support my husband. I am so thankful that He encouraged me to get my masters before Mike and I met. So I will be a good wife and mother, and a good PA, for now I will have to hold of on doing some of the other things I was doing with the youth group. I hope that someday in the future I will be able to participate in Mike’s ministry in an active/different way, but for now I am called to support him from home.

The thing I keep thinking about is “God did not make a mistake.”  He called us both here for this. I have access to so many lost people that I work with, I see several broken, and hurting patients daily that I have the opportunity to pray for, pray with, and help heal. I am there for a reason. God knows the desire of my heart is to be with Elliot as much a possible, but for now, He has said wait.

The more I encourage my husband, the more he has to pour out on the students.

My six words:

There for him, him for them.

On a funny note, check out this You Tube video to see how Pastor’s wives feel about being used as sermon illustrations.

Elliot in February

A lot has happened in February in the Fennema household!

New Videos of Elliot

It seems like Elliot is doing something new each and every day. He really is growing up right before our eyes. Here are a couple of recent videos charting his progress!

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Elliot’s ‘Holy Water’ Baptism, take 2

[For those of you who already read this, I added a picture video right before the large pictures. Check it out!]

In a small way, Elliot became like Jesus this past weekend: both were baptized with water from the Jordan River. How in the world did that happen, you might ask? Well, 10 years ago, I participated in a program called Facing Your Future. Thirty-five high CRC high school students from around the country and Canada gathered at Calvin Theological Seminary for a month. We spent three weeks at the seminary, engaging in theological and ministry discussions with seminary professors (and having a ton of fun). The final week was spent in Israel, seeing and experiencing Biblical sites. It was one of the most amazing months of my life. While we were in Israel, one out of our group of 35 was baptized in the Jordan River. While that was happening, I thought that it would be neat if I could baptize my children with water from the Jordan. This is kind of a crazy thought for an 18 year old with no prospect of children in the foreseeable future. So I took a large empty bottle of water, and filled it with water from the Jordan. Taking it home was no problem because you could take water on a plane then. The only problem was storing it. My mom had the idea of putting it into jars and pressure sealing the tops, so that is what we did. I now have 3 jars of Jordan River water. The first one was used Sunday for Elliot’s baptism.

Our pastor informed the congregation that Elliot was going to be baptized with water from the Jordan. He used it to make the point that the water of baptism doesn’t actually save us, which is so true. It really doesn’t matter that Elliot was baptized with “holy water” from the Jordan. His baptism is no more special than mine or Stephanie’s or anyone else’s. Elliot’s baptism is special because God’s covenant promises were signified and sealed to him on Sunday. Stephanie and I pray that Elliot will one day claim those covenant promises as his own.

Sunday was a very emotional day for me. Not only was Elliot baptized in front of the whole congregation and 2 full rows of our family who came in from out of town, but I also had the opportunity to preach. I don’t know what I was thinking when I asked Pastor Charlie if I could do that. J Halfway through the sermon, I was using Elliot’s baptism as a illustration to a point I was making, and I almost completely broke down in tears. I had to step back from the pulpit, take a sip of water, apologize, and then continue. What a day.

Thank you to everyone who was able to come out and join us on such a special day. Those of you who could not make it were missed tremendously, and we hope to see you all soon.

Below are some pictures from the baptism. If you would like to see even more, scroll down and click on the album. It will take you to another site where all of the pictures from the weekend are located.

Elliot's Baptism Weekend

Elliot’s Baptism Weekend, part 1

Mike’s family has made it into town, and now we are waiting for Steph’s family to make it. They should be here tomorrow, and we are looking forward to their arrival. I will be updating with pictures from the weekend as much as I can. Here is the first batch!

Elliot's Baptism Weekend

Praying More

I’ve found myself praying more lately. I guess you could say that this is a good thing and a bad thing. Its obviously a good thing because prayer helps to deepen the relationship that I have with God. We’re talking a lot more often these days, and I would say that I feel closer to him. I know that it’s not all about how I ‘feel.’ However, developing a deeper relationship with God does make one feel better.
How could praying more often be a bad thing, you might ask? Well, the only reason its a bad thing is that I feel like there have been more things going on lately that I’ve had to give over to God. Just a whole bunch of stuff going on that I know that I can’t handle–but I know that he can.
So the fact that I am praying more is a good thing and a not so great thing, but that’s life, isn’t it?
If you are a praying person, I would ask prayers for this coming weekend. Elliot’s covenant membership is going to be signified and sealed this week (he’s getting baptized), and God through the power of the Holy Spirit will be speaking through me (I’m going to be preaching). With family coming into town, I have to be ready to go early this week, but I can’t wait until they are here! Its going to be a great weekend!

Elliot’s Picture Videos

A friend recently turned me on to a site called animoto.com, and I’ve been hooked ever since. Here are a couple of videos I put together recently about Elliot: his first Christmas, and all the pics we have taken of him recently. Enjoy!

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